Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Mega Churches

For my Media in Worship class, we have had to go to a couple churches in my area to learn about how they implement media in their services. Both of these having huge congregations; what normal churches would call ‘mega churches’. The people that are in charge of these programs are very nice people who are very knowledgeable in their field, and I learned a lot from them. We learned video from Kevin McPeak from Eastlake Community Church and lighting from Mark Bennett from the Rock church. They both came into class and talked with us about media, and then we went to their churches to see them in action on Sunday morning. Now, I’m not saying that mega churches are bad, or that people who attend them are bad; I simply feel that they’re not for me.

My first three years of college at PLNU, I tried to find a church to attend while I was here. I visited many churches in the area, like The Rock, O.B. 1, First United Methodist Church, P.B. Presbyterian, and First Church of the Nazarene in San Diego. All of these churches had something I enjoyed, whether it was the nice facility, great music, good pastor, welcoming community, etc. There was just something about them though that bothered me. For every one good thing I found, there was something that counteracted it. Generally, it was the church’s size and the music.

My home church back in Vacaville has an average of 80 to 120 people attending each Sunday. I’m used to the small church feel, and I am very comfortable in that setting. People are generally more friendly, they care about you, and they talk to you every week instead of ignore you. I am lucky enough to be a member of a church that even though it is small, has a great pastor and a wonderful worship team. I guess I haven’t found a church that is close enough to that. Am I being too picky?

I had visited The Rock once before, and while I generally like their music and I like their pastor, Miles McPherson, the whole experience left me frustrated. The music portion of the service felt like (and was presented like) a concert. I know that they have been blessed with the funding to buy high quality lighting and equipment, but just because you have the good stuff doesn’t mean you need to use it like everyone else does. Churches do need lighting for the stage, and being able to set a mood with colors on stage is great. I do draw the line at using Gobos and other stage effects though, unless it is for a specific purpose other than “It looks cool”. I feel like they should leave the ‘flash & trash’ to performing artists outside of the church.

The arrangements of the songs were a little weird, and the worship leader’s vocal style was like a jazz singer, but those were just slight distractions rather than complaints. I do have a problem with the implementation of secular songs into a worship service. For example, I went to Eastlake Church on Super Bowl Sunday, and they played a whole Foo Fighters song as if it was a part of the worship service, even though it didn’t mention Christ at all! At The Rock last Sunday, they played the intro to ABC by the Jackson 5 in their version of “Trading my Sorrows”. I find that irritating because there was no reason for it, they probably though “Hey, it works, and it sounds cool, let’s do it!” I feel like there is a better way to attract new believers to the church without having to inject the world’s culture into our churches. Keeping up with technology is one thing, but playing secular songs in worship services is another.

I also feel like mega churches are completely impersonal. I do realize that huge churches like Eastlake and The Rock rely on small groups and bible studies for community and fellowship, but would it hurt to talk to other people before or after the service on Sunday morning? Every time I went to these services, the only people that sad hello to me were the greeters (that’s their job) and the people I was meeting for my class, Kevin and Mark. No one else said anything to me to make me feel welcome. At least in smaller churches, you’ll get little old ladies who will come up to you and say hi and make you feel good about being at their church.

I guess I’m kind of conflicted on my ‘final verdict’ so-to-speak on mega churches. I know that their intentions are pure, and that they’re trying to do the same things as regular churches are (just with a lot more funding and man-power behind it). They’re not bad people! I just don’t like my church to feel like they’re putting on a concert every week. Church is not about glorifying the worship team like we do our favorite rock and roll artist, or viewing the pastor as someone above the congregation. These are great people doing great things for their communities, I just need to find somewhere else…smaller.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Valhalla is Near

This is another poem in my poem collection; another Norse setting. Hope you like it! Let me know what you think in a comment!

Valhalla Is Near

Valhalla is near- I can feel it,

In my bones and in my heart.

From the blood on my chest and in my beard,

I can tell that the time is near.

What a battle it was!

With a sword in one hand and shield in the other,

I have instilled terror in the hearts of men all over the Northlands.

What a blow he gave me!

Curse the man who slew me!

May he rot from the inside out,

Wolves eat his flesh,

And the ravens peck out his eyes!

What a chill I feel!

The wind freezes my feet,

The moon hides behind the clouds,

Dark and cold is my demise,

And so is my countenance.

What a feast there will be!

With sword in hand, Brynhildr will carry me to Valhalla

May Odin and Thor welcome me,

Tyr and Njördr congratulate me,

And raise a toast in honor of my life.

Valhalla is near,

I can feel it in my bones...

Monday, February 28, 2011

Oh Helm & Hammer

Here is a poem I wrote for a collection I'm in the process of making that are mythological and/or historical in nature. The funny thing is that up to high school, I hated poetry! This one is meant to be like a song; so think something like to the tune of "To Holmgard And Beyond" by Turisas (http://tinyurl.com/dn74lp). I hope you like it!

Oh Helm & Hammer!

Oh Thor and Odin protect us

Let us be swift and mighty

Give us gold, mead, and women

Bring down the helm and the hammer

Oh Heimdall and Baldr be with us

We sail on the waves to green isles

Send winds to blow in our sails

Bring down the spear and the sword

Oh Loki and Hel don't betray us

Wreak havoc on those we attack

Let us die with a sword in our hands

Bring down the arrow and the axe

Oh for the helm and the hammer

Bring us strength for the fight,

Peace in the night,

And keep the shore forever in sight

May the helm and the hammer

Be with us 'til we die

Be with us 'til we die

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

The Greatest Salesman in the World

This is an excerpt of an excerpt of “The Greatest Salesman in the World” by Og Mandino. I first read this from a handout given to me in a freshman music class by one of my favorite teachers of all time, Dr. Dan Nelson, who passed away a couple months ago. This has really effected me, just like the man himself did. I had it pinned up to my bulletin board, and I randomly decided to read it again. I hope that you enjoy it as much as I do.

I will greet this day with love in my heart.
For this is the greatest secret of success in all ventures. Muscle can split a shield and even destroy life, but only the unseen power of love can open hearts of men and until I master this art I will remain no more than a peddler in the marketplace. I will make love my greatest weapon and none on whom I can can defend against its force.
My reasoning they may counter; my speech they may mistrust; my apparel they may disapprove; my face they may reject; and even my bargains may cause them suspicion; yet my love will melt all hearts liken to the sun whose rays soften the coldest clay.

I will greet this day with love in my heart.
And how will I do this? Henceforth I will look on all things with love and I will be born again. I will love the sun for it warms my bones; yet I will love the rain for it cleanses my spirit. I will love the light for it shows me the way; yet I will love the darkness for it shows me the stars. I will welcome happiness for it enlarges my heart; yet I will endure sadness for it opens my soul. I will acknowledge rewards for they are my due; yet I will welcome obstacles for they are my challenge.

I will greet this day with love in my heart.
And how will I speak? I will laud my enemies and they will become my friends; I will encourage my friends and they will become brothers. Always will I dig for reasons to applaud; never will I scratch for excuses to gossip. When I am tempted to criticize I will bite my tongue; when I am moved to praise I will shout from the roofs.
It is not so that birds, the wind, the sea and all nature speaks with the music of praise for their creator? Cannot I speak with the same music to his children? Henceforth will I remember this secret and it will change my life.

I will greet this day with love in my heart.
And how will I act? I will love all manners of men for each has qualities to be admired even though they be hidden. With love I will tear down the wall of suspicion and hate which they have built round their hearts and in its place will I build bridges so that my love may enter their souls.
I will love the ambitious for they can inspire me! I will love the failures for they can teach me. I will love the kings for they are but human; I will love the meek for they are divine. I will love the rich for they are yet lonely; I will love the poor for they are so many. I will love the young for the faith they hold; I will love the old for the wisdom they share. I will love the beautiful for their eyes of sadness; I will love the ugly for their souls of peace.

I will greet this day with love in my heart.
But how will I react to the actions of others? With love. For just as love is my weapon to open the hearts of men, love is also my shield to repulse the arrows of hate and the spears of anger. Adversity and discouragement will beat against my new shield and become as the softest of rains. My shield will protect me in the marketplace and sustain me when I am alone. It will uplift me in moments of despair yet it will calm me in time of exultation. I will become stronger and more protective with use until one day I will cast it aside and walk unencumbered among all manners of men and, when I do, my name will be raised high on the pyramid of life.

I will greet this day with love in my heart.
And how will I confront each whom I meet? In only one way. In silence and to myself I will address him and say I Love You. Though spoken in silence these words will shine in my eyes, unwrinkle my brow, bring a smile to my lips, and echo in my voice; and his heart will be opened. And who is there who will say nay to my goods when his heart feels my love?

I will greet this day with love in my heart.
And most of all I will love myself. For when I do I will zealously inspect all things which enter my body, my mind, my soul, and my heart. Never will I overindulge the requests of my flesh, rather I will cherish my body with cleanliness and moderation. Never will I allow my mind to be attracted to evil and despair, rather I will uplift it with the knowledge and wisdom of the ages. Never will I allow my soul to become complacent and satisfied, rather I will feed it with meditation and prayer. Never will I allow my heart to become small and bitter, rather I will share it and it will grow and warm the earth.

I will greet this day with love in my heart.
Henceforth will I love all mankind. From this moment all hate is let from my veins for I have not time to hate, only time to love. From this moment I take the first step required to become a great salesman. If I have no other qualities I can succeed with love alone. Without it I will fail though I possess all the knowledge and skill of the world.

I will greet this day with love, and I will succeed.
-Og Mandino

Saturday, February 5, 2011

The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader

I went to see “The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader” the other day with my mom and youngest brother, and overall, I liked it. I found it to be an entertaining movie, even though they changed the plot line completely. I realize that The Voyage of the Dawn Treader wasn’t much of an ‘action-driven story’ like the first 2, but it was definitely an adventure story. It was more about the journey than the destination.

*SPOILER ALERT*

Normally I don’t like it when directors, producers, and script writers take too many liberties or “artistic license” with book adaptations, but with Dawn Treader, I didn’t mind so much. They basically took the small section C.S. Lewis wrote about Dark Island and made it the antagonist of the movie. All of the major sections of the book were in there, they just didn’t necessarily happen in the same order.

I liked how they went about changing Eustace back into a human. In the book, Lewis wrote that Aslan changed him back by removing his dragon scales with his claws. You obviously can’t show something that gruesome in a children/young adult movie. I like that they had Aslan pawing at the sand, and magical “scratch lines” appeared on Eustace’s body. Speaking of Eustace…I instantly hated him when he came on screen (which was kind of the point, I guess), but came to like him more after his dragon incident. I’m interested in how “The Silver Chair” movie plays out (if it ever gets made). I don’t like how they made him cry at the end when Reepicheep goes to Aslan’s country, it makes him look like a blubbering baby. I really liked the art design of the Dawn Treader itself. It’s a really good looking ship, however practical it might or might not be.

*END SPOILER ALERT*

In other words: go see it, but read the book too. :)

Rating: 4/5 Stars